God I want to have sex with him so fucking bad. God, I can’t believe it took me so long to fucking realize this. Why couldn’t I figure that out earlier life would have been so much more fun. Fuck and now I feel like I’m never gonna get the chance too. Here’s hoping to next time. Maybe in his room I’ve always wanted to see it anyway. That would be a great story. God I want to fuck him soo bad. Fuuuck. Why couldn’t I realize it without being a pussy and getting scared. he’s perfect and I was a pussy I swear next time I’m gonna tell him and show him. He and I would be cute but of coarse me and giving to many fucks for people who don’t matter ruined it. I want to fuck him so bad damn it why couldn’t he be here right now. I feel like a dumb ass for never realizing this or rather always acting like it be a dumb idea it be a fucking perfect idea. I swear I have to tell him or else it’s never gonna happen and he’s leaving anyway but damn I don’t care he’s perfect and I’ve always wanted someone like him I feel like I friend-zoned him for a dumb ass reason and I’ve realized it isn’t worth it but maybe it stupid but then again maybe it isn’t and I should take it as the best time too. Damn it I was hoping I wouldn’t realize it but I have and I’ve had my realization and now I need to do it damn drunk thoughts being a bitch but seriously I need to do this and him or this is gonna suck
June 2013
117 posts
it’s so cute when you talk to someone a lot and then you notice the little phrases that you use and the stupid little things you say slipping into their vocabulary more and more
Grizzly Bear concert tonight
boy moans are so nice
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The length of a girls hair does not dictate her sexuality
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Tigers jaw tonight
whenever i wanna cry i think about Van Gogh he was such a nice and lonely dude all he wanted was for people to love him he ate yellow paint because he thought it would get the happiness inside him oh god oh god that’s so sad i can’t breathe
